stressed: pt. 1

kimi no koe; tachibana keita (in my head)

So, lately I've been okay and whatever. But karma has a way of coming back to me. Now I'm wondering what in the heck did I do? Why? I'm crammed with stuff to do and bad luck everywhere. Whatever, that's what I think. I'm really incoherent at the moment right now as well. Where did all this impatience and bad temper pop out of?

Usual Monday. Over the weekend, I was supposed to finish up a lot of things, but I didn't. So, I'm trying to find a site with a geothermal/ renewable enrgy .pdf file, and I can't find it at all. I swear, it had everything I needed for my project and now I have no idea in the world where it could be. I'll try finding it tomorrow in science class because I was using those computers, but still! And I have to compose a persuasive essay for Antigone in english, a haiku for japanese, and a newspaper for english as well.

I had four frees in total. Well, not really; 2 were in a class. but I had no work to do. Japanese, sensei wasn't here, so I just rambled around in the Media Center with my class. I read Ryohei's blog coherently for once. Hello, fanboy. Really, really big fanboy. Cute. And messed around with the iPod and laughed. English got me so mad; so much work! Science, I'm finishing that poster this week. Probably around Wednesday/Thursday. PROVIDING I find that page, god! It irks me so much that I can't find it. Essay is due Thursday, I really need to start that thing before I sleep. Haiku will take a while.

I digress. And I keep ranting about the homework. Micro, free. I finished that Excel worksheet last week, so I finished more homework. I'm not exceptionally good at volleyball, as much as with any other sport. But hey, I can serve properly and I saved that thing today. Usually can't do that. We played ping-pong before that as well. Don't give us paddles and no ball. We'll resort to "air ping-pong."

Free 9th period with the boys. Kuya's braces look so cute on him! And I'm sorry I squeezed your face this morning. I didn't mean to make you cry! I'm really mean, aren't I? He was dragging me across the floor. Ha. I love 9th period with them. I was just laying on the floor and listening to Keita's Koe album. I spaced out. Then got dragged across the floor.

Went home early today because of no club. Kanji workbook on the bus instead of Soran Bushi practice. At least I memorized 10 kanji and their readings in 40 minutes. Oh, and tickling Ralph. He squeaks like a mouse. I went home instead of going to the ice cream store. I ended up trying! to teach Mark how to measure with a ruler. The big revelation after 30 minutes: That"big inch" with everything marked is the same thing as the little ruler. Good god, I love that kid.

I took a nap in my room. being in my room induces naps for me. And I remember peole knocking on the door and ugh. First time, it was Rob. Most unexpected person to see. Yeah, thanks for paying me back with a visit when I look like a bum. Kidding. And Mark while I was napping because his 6-inch ruler was an inch and 5/8ths too short.

I have an outfit for tomorrow. It's all black and white, my usual. With blue and silver and heels. It's scary, I feel somewhat pretty. And Korean, definitely Korean. Madame Butterfly, yeyyy. Getting home at 11 PM, but I guess I'll do a lot of my homework tonight, in the morning, and Wednesday. Ugh, chorus on Wednesday, what do I do? Dou shiyou~

Oh well, I guess I'm back to the reality of google and how much I really, really fail at searching, haiku, newspapers, and everything else. Oh yeah, Rob, NOSTALGIA.