be my love - clazziquai
I can't sleep. As much as I try, I can't. Well, take the fact that I slept a little too much earlier, and I am trying now? Eh. I think I will be stuck here for a while. Oh, and my door is wide open since the air conditioner is sitting right outside. My dad insists on using it, even though I don't want to.
I watched My Lovely Sam-soon after channel-surfing repeatedly. I should have started watching earlier in the series, it is really cute! I also caught Liar Game on Sunday; unsubbed, though.
headache.
Oh! New Lead PV is out. umi is so cute, haha. Here, have a link, I'm too lazy to figure out this embedding thing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6BMiowYve4
w-inds.'s new PV is really adorable, too!
i need to start watching my dramas before classes start up again, shouldn't i?
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
mistakes
I woke up at 8:30 today, around there. I fell back asleep around 9:30-10:00 or something. I slept straight through until 2 PM. I have never slept that long in a while. It feels strange. And I missed calls from the parents and bestie. Of course, my dad thought I was out. And misunderstanding came through. Oh well.
Sorry that I don't want to go out, you guys. I need a break. I feel better, though. A little bit. I might go out the rest of the days of this week. I don't know, I like staying at home. Haha, it's so weird. And I need time to like, er, ah. Can't explain it.
Mmm. :T
Sorry that I don't want to go out, you guys. I need a break. I feel better, though. A little bit. I might go out the rest of the days of this week. I don't know, I like staying at home. Haha, it's so weird. And I need time to like, er, ah. Can't explain it.
Mmm. :T
Friday, June 22, 2007
no more
I am not a freshman anymore.
That sentence is appalling. Let me have one year of everything again, please? To my dear senior friends, good luck in college, and good lord, what will I do without you guys? You all are some sort of amazing, really. Come back to HTHS one day, keep in touch? But yeah; Mike, Sal, Joaquin, Anthony, etc. ilusm. Memories will last a lifetime, no? I saw the pictures, and you look like you had a great time at graduation. I am totally going to miss you guys like you will never know.
That sentence is appalling. Let me have one year of everything again, please? To my dear senior friends, good luck in college, and good lord, what will I do without you guys? You all are some sort of amazing, really. Come back to HTHS one day, keep in touch? But yeah; Mike, Sal, Joaquin, Anthony, etc. ilusm. Memories will last a lifetime, no? I saw the pictures, and you look like you had a great time at graduation. I am totally going to miss you guys like you will never know.
In retrospect, this year was amazing. I don't know, according to someone, I have changed a bit. Hopefully for the better in others' eyes. Friends to last a good long while are here, and I'm good. Hey, I even learned a bit, too. I can't stop the global history textbook references from popping into my head! Oh, Ameruoso, ihusm.
So, Thursday was the Motown concert, no? Honestly, I thought it would be a sort of a drag because we were unprepared and the whole thing was rushed. Nevertheless, I still invited my parents and bestie. The morning was a mess of student council elections - congrats to our all-girl sophomore student council! Sarah (president), Olivia (vp), Anna (treasurer), and Danielle (secretary). I ended up hanging around the school for a bit after the elections - I already cleaned up my locker and just needed to bring things home. I missed the Junior 411 because of getting my transcripts checked (boo, i got a 4.33 gpa D:) and running around to get ready for the 1 PM show. Mind you, it was like 11:30 when we started preparing. I'm telling you, it was rushed. We got to sit in the house for the duration of the show, and it was amazing. Of course the first show was much more energetic, people from school were cheering for us. During the second, it was kinda eh. And I spent the duration of the second in 137, not in the theater. Okay, I didn't know. Nobody told me. Bishes. Overall, most fun show I've ever been in.
The last day of school was pretty uneventful. It was the last day I'd see my senior friends in school - you guys, come back! I miss you. Even though we were one of the classes that actually bothered to go to our assigned schedule, we did basically nothing. I was on my laptop for the whole day, infecting my class with w-inds.'s new PV, love is the greatest thing, and playing cubis like an addict. It's not amazing, really. I got a few people from my class to come over and watch me, and by lunch period, I beat level 30, and Rob was the happiest thing ever. Guys, I got to level 100, but after 50, everything repeats itself.
Riana, Rob, and I were singing to love is the greatest thing. somewhat. it got stuck in their heads. i am good. and they are amused by the boys.
the bus ride was full of:
"OH NO I AM A SENIOR." - gaby
"...I am a freshman again? how is that. XD" - sal
"I'm a junior...?" - juan
"sophomore what. can i be a freshman again?" - me
guys, we're old.
sean, naz, sarah, anna, riana, dylan, and i went to jean's house after school. rob went off with aaw. (you walked to newport, good lord.) riana came later with dylan and his new haircut. hi, haefner replicate, how are you. anna had to leave early. so we played cranium and card games. ate junk food while watching tristan and isolde. it is such a good movie, regardless of the fact that i fell asleep for 15 minutes while squished between sean and dylan. we hung out outside and just did nothing, haha.
i did nothing yesterday. i think. i mean, i wanted to go to the HTHS graduation. congrats again you guys! your pictures are filled with so much crack. and mike went to the rain concert. and shook his hand. and got a picture. and an autograph. *envyenvyenvy*
i need to catch up on my j-dramas. liar game is on tonight at 11-12 midnight, no way am i staying up that late. to crunchyroll i go! 'cause ryu and i are that awesome.
i am trying to make somewhat coherent plans for this week - my only full week of vacation before i go off to algebra II classes. boo.
freshman year, you were amazing. thank you.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
sleep deprivation
I don't know. Usually, the 'hm, I will stay up until 4 AM' thing usually works fine. It's kind of backfiring on me now, and I find that if I sleep earlier, I will get more tired. That is not a pleasant feeling at all.
School, freshman year at least, is over in two days. One, if you consider that today is Friday, but my days are measured by the times that I sleep and the times I wake up.
Recently, I have been okay. I think. I feel horribly naive, and I know that I am. It's sad and disturbing that I like it, but it feels wonderful not to worry. I am aware that there are things to be worried about, though. I just choose not to.
Ah, I am ignorant. Confession is just the beginning of self-discovery?
I have urges these days. On the one-hour-and-a-half long bus ride from school, I craved pears. I crave dance lessons in a studio in New York. I crave math problems to wrack my brain. I crave work. Yet, at the same time, I don't want it because I know it will just produce a lot of more stress for me.
Personal feelings at the moment aside, my day was nice. I forgot to bring my laptop, but it mollified my fangirling to some extent. Killeen gave us a paper to solve, with questions on it that said, "4 = Q in a G" Most of them I did not get, leading to an empowering feeling of idiocy. I swum with Jean and Riana again for our 54-minute gym period. Steven finally came in after much yelling and contemplation on where his teenage-level testosterone has gone. The rest of the guys (Fawzy, Kuya, Chris, Rob) came in the pool area out of boredom and curiosity. There was a feeling of satisfaction when they all said, "Aw, I wish I brought my trunks." All because you did not want to swim with a certain person. Then Chris cannonballed into the pool with his jean shorts on. Crazy. My ears also popped repeatedly from diving.
Rehearsal. Was long and tiring and boring. I apologize in advance for any people's ears I kill tomorrow, I am very sorry. Our song needs some working on, however. The ride home was long. I went upstairs and saw Tito Jimmy, Tita (what is her name), Natasha, and Brandon for the last time for a long time. They are moving to Arizona, and Mark is losing his friends that are his age. Family friends, cousins, whatever. I said good-bye to them early since I went downstairs, and I almost started crying. I hate good-byes. They seem so final and absolute, as if you will never see the person again. That feeling is one of such melancholy.
I really dislike my outfit for tomorrow. I do not know anymore.
School, freshman year at least, is over in two days. One, if you consider that today is Friday, but my days are measured by the times that I sleep and the times I wake up.
Recently, I have been okay. I think. I feel horribly naive, and I know that I am. It's sad and disturbing that I like it, but it feels wonderful not to worry. I am aware that there are things to be worried about, though. I just choose not to.
Ah, I am ignorant. Confession is just the beginning of self-discovery?
I have urges these days. On the one-hour-and-a-half long bus ride from school, I craved pears. I crave dance lessons in a studio in New York. I crave math problems to wrack my brain. I crave work. Yet, at the same time, I don't want it because I know it will just produce a lot of more stress for me.
Personal feelings at the moment aside, my day was nice. I forgot to bring my laptop, but it mollified my fangirling to some extent. Killeen gave us a paper to solve, with questions on it that said, "4 = Q in a G" Most of them I did not get, leading to an empowering feeling of idiocy. I swum with Jean and Riana again for our 54-minute gym period. Steven finally came in after much yelling and contemplation on where his teenage-level testosterone has gone. The rest of the guys (Fawzy, Kuya, Chris, Rob) came in the pool area out of boredom and curiosity. There was a feeling of satisfaction when they all said, "Aw, I wish I brought my trunks." All because you did not want to swim with a certain person. Then Chris cannonballed into the pool with his jean shorts on. Crazy. My ears also popped repeatedly from diving.
Rehearsal. Was long and tiring and boring. I apologize in advance for any people's ears I kill tomorrow, I am very sorry. Our song needs some working on, however. The ride home was long. I went upstairs and saw Tito Jimmy, Tita (what is her name), Natasha, and Brandon for the last time for a long time. They are moving to Arizona, and Mark is losing his friends that are his age. Family friends, cousins, whatever. I said good-bye to them early since I went downstairs, and I almost started crying. I hate good-byes. They seem so final and absolute, as if you will never see the person again. That feeling is one of such melancholy.
I really dislike my outfit for tomorrow. I do not know anymore.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
my brain cramped
pachebel's canon in d - my sassy girl ost
I am free. Not from school, but I have no more work to do! Right now, I'm really tired, like I usually am these days. I'd feel like I was wasting time if I went to sleep. I don't know, I feel as if I need to read something. Or play PS2. I don't know.
My 11 page report that I finished at 4 AM. Good god, I BSed one whole section, but it makes sense.
Today, we started out with volleyball and the such. Riana's been asking for a while to go swimming, and am I glad that I brought my swimsuit. I have not dove into a pool since last summer and it feels so good. Pretty nice to know that I can still freestyle too. Albeit the fact that I get tired too easily.
I turned red from the hot tub. Ah, it was so hot, but that didn't happen when I went to a hotter one with Alexa and Madz. Oh, life.
Riana, Jean, and I took our sweet time showering, changing, and drying our hair with the hand dryers. 30 minutes, to be exact, and we missed the early bus home. I cleaned out my locker at least, and found a shiiiitload of papers and scans from my history textbook.
I overslept on the bus, missed the stop with everyone else. Did not hear my phone ringing at home, so I missed the TORCH meeting.
Liiiiiiiiiife, why.
3 more days.
I am free. Not from school, but I have no more work to do! Right now, I'm really tired, like I usually am these days. I'd feel like I was wasting time if I went to sleep. I don't know, I feel as if I need to read something. Or play PS2. I don't know.
My 11 page report that I finished at 4 AM. Good god, I BSed one whole section, but it makes sense.
Today, we started out with volleyball and the such. Riana's been asking for a while to go swimming, and am I glad that I brought my swimsuit. I have not dove into a pool since last summer and it feels so good. Pretty nice to know that I can still freestyle too. Albeit the fact that I get tired too easily.
I turned red from the hot tub. Ah, it was so hot, but that didn't happen when I went to a hotter one with Alexa and Madz. Oh, life.
Riana, Jean, and I took our sweet time showering, changing, and drying our hair with the hand dryers. 30 minutes, to be exact, and we missed the early bus home. I cleaned out my locker at least, and found a shiiiitload of papers and scans from my history textbook.
I overslept on the bus, missed the stop with everyone else. Did not hear my phone ringing at home, so I missed the TORCH meeting.
Liiiiiiiiiife, why.
3 more days.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
seriously confunded
your side - KAT-TUN
happy daddie's day. i handed a bag filled with non-work clothes, a beverage cooler, and a squishy pillow to my dad today from my mom and i. he liked the card the most.
(i really think i should scan that thing)
front: If a dad farts in the woods, can anyone hear it?
Dad: D:
inside: (all the poor little forest animals) YES! D:
Dad: phooooooooot. D:
...he laughed for five minutes straight. that was pretty refreshing to see him red-faced everytime i looked.
i think i am traumatized by church. halfway through the beginning of the mass, two people sit down at the end of our empty pew. it was ameruoso and his wife. lord god, i almost cried. really, first squeaked at my mom. she was so amused. and i'm just on the verge of crying because i am that traumatized by the sight of the history teacher that i hate in the same pew.
um, he has a wife.
he is religious. or something
they were fucking holding hands.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WHAT THE FUCK
I AM SO TRAUMATIZED
i looked down for the whole duration of the mass. did not look up once. maybe. somewhere, i went,
"God, you hate me, don't you. cry."
i stomped home with my parents laughing at me as i was fuming over what had happened the past hour.
LIIIIIIFEEEEE YOU FAIL SO HARD DO YOU HEAR ME
oh, and x9237749 hell points awarded to me, yay.
we tried applebee's for lunch. full. so after much driving around, we settled at fiesta grill. ah, filipino food, how i have missed you dearly.
right now. i am trying to do report. with very limited information. cries. at least i got in touch with czander.
oh, happy belated nino, and the usual to madz.
happy daddie's day. i handed a bag filled with non-work clothes, a beverage cooler, and a squishy pillow to my dad today from my mom and i. he liked the card the most.
(i really think i should scan that thing)
front: If a dad farts in the woods, can anyone hear it?
Dad: D:
inside: (all the poor little forest animals) YES! D:
Dad: phooooooooot. D:
...he laughed for five minutes straight. that was pretty refreshing to see him red-faced everytime i looked.
i think i am traumatized by church. halfway through the beginning of the mass, two people sit down at the end of our empty pew. it was ameruoso and his wife. lord god, i almost cried. really, first squeaked at my mom. she was so amused. and i'm just on the verge of crying because i am that traumatized by the sight of the history teacher that i hate in the same pew.
um, he has a wife.
he is religious. or something
they were fucking holding hands.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WHAT THE FUCK
I AM SO TRAUMATIZED
i looked down for the whole duration of the mass. did not look up once. maybe. somewhere, i went,
"God, you hate me, don't you. cry."
i stomped home with my parents laughing at me as i was fuming over what had happened the past hour.
LIIIIIIFEEEEE YOU FAIL SO HARD DO YOU HEAR ME
oh, and x9237749 hell points awarded to me, yay.
we tried applebee's for lunch. full. so after much driving around, we settled at fiesta grill. ah, filipino food, how i have missed you dearly.
right now. i am trying to do report. with very limited information. cries. at least i got in touch with czander.
oh, happy belated nino, and the usual to madz.
Monday, June 11, 2007
pop it
because of you - ne-yo
only reason why this is on repeat is because i need to remember this routine for the next two weeks. *crosses fingers* here's to a coffeehouse!
routine, you ask? i went to a hip-hop class saturday with mike, joaquin, sal, and riana. the usual insanity ensued. i haven't 'properly', if that is possible, danced in years. and damnit does it feel good to hurt. i did suck badly during the first class, but i proudly earned my spot in the front during the second class. oh, and i'm 'love family'. all thanks to my japanese shirt that says 家♥族.
haha. there was this little girl, 9, named pika. amazing little kid i wanted to hug her a lot. dies. NINE.
i learned. a minute. in two classes. oh god. ryohei now i know what you talk about all the time i love you a lot. so now, i'm addicted to dancing, if only for a short while. i realize that it's something that i actually get, and it'd be a waste not to do anything.
i think. i like the non-self-conscious feeling it gives me. because i stop caring and i just do it.
rob and i finished the science project today. with much procrastinating and ned's declassified in the middle. haha, ned, we love you!
okay. study. for midterms. now.
only reason why this is on repeat is because i need to remember this routine for the next two weeks. *crosses fingers* here's to a coffeehouse!
routine, you ask? i went to a hip-hop class saturday with mike, joaquin, sal, and riana. the usual insanity ensued. i haven't 'properly', if that is possible, danced in years. and damnit does it feel good to hurt. i did suck badly during the first class, but i proudly earned my spot in the front during the second class. oh, and i'm 'love family'. all thanks to my japanese shirt that says 家♥族.
haha. there was this little girl, 9, named pika. amazing little kid i wanted to hug her a lot. dies. NINE.
i learned. a minute. in two classes. oh god. ryohei now i know what you talk about all the time i love you a lot. so now, i'm addicted to dancing, if only for a short while. i realize that it's something that i actually get, and it'd be a waste not to do anything.
i think. i like the non-self-conscious feeling it gives me. because i stop caring and i just do it.
rob and i finished the science project today. with much procrastinating and ned's declassified in the middle. haha, ned, we love you!
okay. study. for midterms. now.
Thursday, June 7, 2007
hello there, old friend. please go away.
mmm.
i wish...
):
...actually, this wishing too much won't lead anywhere.
i wish...
):
...actually, this wishing too much won't lead anywhere.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
i watched them say bye
love is the greatest thing - w-inds.
5 people have said good night to me. i'm still awake.
my mind is in some unrest, and i have yet to figure it out.
however, inner fangirl is very happy. ryohei, i love you when you wear fitteds. maybe it's just me; it probably is. and the new single makes me happy, too.
what happened to me?
oh, and i guess i'll be switching from here to my livejournal. i guess this one is more of my rl one, then, right?
5 people have said good night to me. i'm still awake.
my mind is in some unrest, and i have yet to figure it out.
however, inner fangirl is very happy. ryohei, i love you when you wear fitteds. maybe it's just me; it probably is. and the new single makes me happy, too.
what happened to me?
oh, and i guess i'll be switching from here to my livejournal. i guess this one is more of my rl one, then, right?
Sunday, June 3, 2007
it is a habit
yorokobi no uta; kat-tun
i am too lazy to make a proper blog.
here was and is my weekend in bullet points:
- i like the school at 8 am on saturdays. it's quiet.
- hiked, developed a deeper hate for bugs
- cut off branches
- liked river it was pretty
- slept on bus ride home
- slept too much
- o, our kitchen is pretty
- my vocabulary died
- i did no homework at all. i am getting too good at this haha
- procrastinated
- won the wolf game, what. i am a bad wolf, ilu jackie and nicki
- got mad at internet for dying a lot
hokay. homework?
i am too lazy to make a proper blog.
here was and is my weekend in bullet points:
- i like the school at 8 am on saturdays. it's quiet.
- hiked, developed a deeper hate for bugs
- cut off branches
- liked river it was pretty
- slept on bus ride home
- slept too much
- o, our kitchen is pretty
- my vocabulary died
- i did no homework at all. i am getting too good at this haha
- procrastinated
- won the wolf game, what. i am a bad wolf, ilu jackie and nicki
- got mad at internet for dying a lot
hokay. homework?
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