i miss my little baby ):

yeo hang gi - DBSK

This morning, my internal alarm clock woke me up at 6:30. Pretty hard to convince my body not to fall asleep, but then I ran to the kitchen, and found keita floating at the top of his bowl, on his side, still breathing, but having difficulty. ): Kept checking on him until I left at 7:14, and by then, he was barely breathing. It made me smile, though, when I was looking at him, and then he moved (more like twitched) a little bit when he saw me standing there. (Last night, I read that fish move when they recognize the people that feed/interact with them) And I was just going, "asdfjkl i love you too D:" It hurt to watch him suffer, my poor little baby. D: He died about an hour after I left the house.

I will miss you a lot, Keita. If you made it four more days, you would have been with us for a month. I feel guilty for not taking better care of you. ): My mommy was ready to go with me to the pet store to buy his medicine, but now he's gone. We're still going to walk down there, anyway, but I don't want to get another fish.

Everyone is at school now. Gaby loves hana kimi, and we ramble like crazy about it. Also, we do Kayashima's hand thing all the time. We are the only ones that get it, heeee.The exchange student from Shanghai was in our homeroom getting some books today. He's pretty...tall and leaning a bit towards the chubby side. Still, exchange student! Volleyball with 30+ kids does not work, unless my class steps in and takes control. We are hardcore volleyball players that make Leo's face light up with excitement. Most of them were getting ready for driver's ed, while the rest of us were still there. Then they came in, and the ball made it over multiple times with spikes, perfect serves, saves, dives (jean is the master of dives), and all that good stuff. Guttman makes our class happy, his lectures are amazing. Jefferson rambles. I am scared of Design Concepts because I can't draw and see perspective well. Japanese is going as usual. Greco is cool. There is too much homework to do. My weekend is bleeeeeh.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.19.9.17 which is12 baktun 18 katun 19 tun 9 uinal 17 kin
sup ameruoso.

"Life is divisible by two."