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kitto daijoubu; ARASHI

I have been dragged into yet another JE group. Ah, why? They're all colorful and rainbow-y and they love each...other. Yeah. Er. I'm watching First Message concert clips on youtube, so I'm fine. w-inds. were so cute when they were 15-16. So little and aw. Give you my heart makes me want to just...aw. Be young again, you three. Do domething acoustic or acapella for concerts. Come on~

Failed in the sense of life, not school. I stabbed myself with my mechanical pencil by accident for the first time today. I have a habit of holding it in my mouth when I'm not using it, and we were in the media center. I think I was in the middle of wanting to hit somebody or laughing, and I swung my arm around. The back of my hand hit the tip of the pencil hard; drew back and saw a little hole in my hand.

It hurts a lot. There's graphite in my bloodstream, huh. It's swollen and infected, I think. Ow.

I watched the drama coffeehouse after school, just because Ms. Arters wanted us to. Hey, I was curious as well. Actually, it went by pretty fast for an hour and thirty minutes. The monologues made Jean and I come dangerously close to tears, at which Steven was laughing at her. I'm happy they didn't call me up to do anything. They're pretty believable, too; they tried to make us believe that they were fighting, but I believed it until Ms. Arters got into the fight. Observant? I had a good time, anyway.

I have the habit of falling asleep in the bus near my stop now, so I'm trying to be careful. I always sit by the window, so it's like sleeping in the sun. Remind me to do that this summer.

Yet again, it's near midnight and my usual situation with homework is still here. At least it's a little better; I'll start worrying on the weekend.

I'm just sitting here watching the performance, and I'm smiling. Smiling to the point that my heart feels a little bit lighter in a while. Mmm, I can't say anything to that. This is wonderful.

Hi, textbooks, how are you doing?

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Apparently, I have something to do with Kyohei Kaneko. Michi was searching his picture on google, and MY XANGA PICTURE came up on the fourth page.

J-boy? LOLLL. PRICELESS!