Sunday, April 15, 2007

rain, rain, rain.


renai shashin; otsuka ai

It’s raining again. Really hard since this morning. When I woke up around 7-ish, it had kind of stopped, but hey. I’m going to hate walking to the bus stop tomorrow morning. Speaking of that, I really don’t want to go back to school. My history notebook and Japanese textbook are mocking me. At least I reviewed Japanese, but history. Hate history. I really don’t care whether this or that happened, god forbid I get a job later in life where I’ll need to know history. Watch, I will. (Why does this lead on to my Harry Potter reading addiction? Oh boy.)

The rain. It’s making me just want to crawl under the covers and sleep. I’ve been sleeping a lot recently, and instead of making me feel better, it’s having an adverse reaction. I look so tired. Does it help that I’m sitting on my bed right now? Notebook’s still mocking me.

I want to watch Close to You again. Overly cliché but romantic Filipino movies make me feel so good inside. Yes, I know it’s a year or so late, but still. I love the internet. I need another week off. It’s like my friends planning to all skip one day of school together. I wouldn’t, but that’s just me. I hate how whenever I miss something at school, it’s always something good. I missed my last full day of eighth grade, and that was the day where all the teachers and my classmates were so, so sentimental. I would have cried if I was there, but I was at High Tech instead. Ah, whatever.

Maybe if I look at it for a few minutes, something will sink in? Stress, stress. Two tests Wednesday and Earth Day next week. Ohh, I want to stay at home. I need a week…or two. Or a month. I want to get away again.

I feel so melancholy. Gah. Blankettttt. And I’m making a strong effort not to fangirl, but what is there to? Need to resist the urge, though. Eh.

FORGET ITTT. Don’t let me read Ryohei’s blog and not say I’m not going to say anything. So cute and works so hard, but he gets sick so easily and guh. Aha, I’ll stop now.

My new glasses keep falling off my face. And they leave a red mark on the bridge of my nose when I take them off. I thought they wouldn’t leave a mark at all. It’s going to take me a while to get used to these because I was walking in Pathmark yesterday, and everything was all crooked and looked funny. I think it’s my new glasses. I’m thinking that I should bring along my old ones just in case, but then what would be the reason of getting a new pair, then? I’m still trying to get used to my face in them; they ‘pop’ and are so showy because I’m really pale. Ahh.

Acoustic music is really pretty. I decided to put my iPod on shuffle earlier, and it stumbled over ‘Lovers Again,’ an EXILE song. J-music, yeah but still. So nice. And I was about to listen to ‘Boston’ by Augustana, but I’m listening to ‘Angels’ instead. What the heck, it’s so nice. I should put my iPod on shuffle more often, I turned it off when ‘Special Thanx!’ came on because I started singing to it. And stopped studying along with that. Ahaha. I’m such a fangirl.

I just thought. There’s this stupid storm today. There’s this tiny, tiny hope that school will be canceled? Come on, please.

Good hour after I've written this on Word. Why am I not as deep-thinking anymore? Oh, but I get so lost easily. How do you blank out while walking in the city? I crashed straight into a guy because I spaced out. Knew where I was walking, but still. Ah.

Never mind.

1 comment:

sarahsita said...

i really do love your new glasses on you, though.
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