something to talk about.

My iPod's on shuffle. I don't really listen to those kinds of songs, but everything's on my iPod for some reason. I guess with 2,300 something songs, I should put it on shuffle. w-inds. came up three times in a row, aha.

I don't like being missing from blogging, or however you interpret that from my horrible "i-just-woke-up" grammar. I haven't been properly on the internet since Monday. Yesterday, I just slept. I meant to get up, but I didn't. My mom woke me up asking if I went on the computer, and I didn't. Whyyy~ How am I going to blog and catch up in about two hours? Tuesday night and Wednesday morning, too. I slept before I even opened my History notebook and while I had the intention to study on the bus, I still slept. I might sleep later on the bus, too. And with that test, I think I got an 85-90. I need at least a 90. I need to work hard this marking period. And still, OLM comes back with my goal of last year. Why did I mess up once? Oh but anyway. yesterday during free, Kuya, Rob, Vanessa, and I were throwing paper balls at each other. Apparently, I'm an easy target.

I'm being really clumsy lately. On Tuesday, I fell up the stairs twice. Once at school and once at home. Mind you, I was just walking at home. And I tripped again Wednesday getting on the bus, and then I hit myself in the head with the tennis racket while I was serving. At least nobody saw that. Oh, but it hurt. My body's been randomly hurting at times, too. This sucks.

OH. American Idol last night, I was watching with my parents. In my room. (Why were they in my room? Guh.) Sanjaya got out, and I'm kind of relieved yet sad at the same time. I liked watching American Idol to see what would happen with him next. It can't be helped, I guess. I'll just miss watching for that.

Earth Day's next week. Yesterday, we spent a good 2 hours after school with the pinatas. it's interesting to work with people. It always happens when you kind of work in groups that you find out how certain people get annoyed. There goes my bad grammar. I really don't know how to say that.

I have nobody to bother today in school. Rob and Sarah are going to watch a brain surgery. Oh, that's freaking cool, I want to go. Why didn't I take anatomy? Maybe next year, but still. I don't know what to take at all. Note to self, remember to call when you get home late. I was outside, a good 3 steps from my house, talking to my neighbors about High Tech, and I came home around 6:50? We got back at 6:30 because of Hair. I heard that was good, I can't wait to watch it on Sunday (providing I get a ride). Anyway, I get home and my parents hound me for not picking up my phone. Then, on cue, Sarah and Rob call checking to see if I got kidnapped or something similar to that. Sorry for that~

Algebra's got me dead as of the moment. It's exponents and mulitplying and dividing, and uh, I kind of forgot. Now I have to re-memorize the laws and rules and guh. I want Kumon back for the sake of that now. And then we're going to do factoring and OHHHOO. *math geek* I need to pay for my drama sweatshirt today. (My wallet is dying.) It's going to say 'Emmylou' on the sleeve. I can use my middle name now for something, when I used to hate it all the time. I finally get a High Tech sweatshirt! Even though I do want one from dance, and if I stayed in Judo, I'd have one of those, too. I'm non-committal! That's bad. And I'm terrified for drama, I can't just get up in front of people and act. I seriously have a big problem with that. That's when I get overly shy and yeah. Save me?

I haven't heard anything new from my fandom since Monday. I'm really bored. Aside from the fact that I'm happy that Ryohei and Ryuichi are alive on their blogs (Keita, I gave up on you. Well, no, but still.). Ryohei's picture is cute. I was staring at the tags for a good while, going, "大学？何"　College? What? Oh ho, and Ryu's cute. He has to eat more than once a day, and he's addicted to his laptop. Cute~ (That's me during break.)

Speaking of that, I overloaded my Japanese test yesterday with kanji. Oh, my hand hurt. I had to squish them into a tiny little line that's okay for kana, but not for huge kanji. (I don't even think I'm writing them right. Ahhhhh~)

Recently, I've been feeling really down and stuff. I don't like the feeling. I was talking to my mom last night, and I told her that I hate being complimented now because it make my ego huge. I hate that, so I'm basically not listening when people have something good to say, if anything. I'm confused. And what with my body being really stupid recently. My neck still hurts, and now I get headaches. I'll stop. I'll pick up the phone later if bestie calls me, I want to talk to her~ She called me three times yesterday, and I didn't pick up because I didn't see it ringing, or I was sleeping. Sorry~

To the Virginia Tech shootings, that was really sad, and if you know about it, well yeah. I hope everything's okay with them, even though I know it's going to take a while to recover. And the Super Junior members who got hurt in the car accident, please get better! Especially Kyuhyun, I can't believe he's in the worst condition. Get better~!

What else before I have to go rush and do nothing for the extra 2 hours I'm home? Delayed openings are nice on days like this. It's been raining and raining for a while. I had no homework last night~ I'll go catch up now.

OHOHOO. バカバカバカバカバカ。I had too many tags, and that's why it wouldn't post. AHAHA. there goes 30 minutes.